Due to the fact that I don't want to make 3 separate blogs, I'm just puttin them all into this one. I'm not sure of what emote to use.

Lookin' Back

Well, I was walking home today, thinking of some random things, when a certain memory hit me deep and made me realize something. The memory: Back in 4th grade, I had just gotten off of ritalin, which has Meth in it even though it's supposed to be medacation. Anyways, I was suffering from the same effects that someone who has just quit meth would have. I was breaking down and freaking out, getting kinda violent, you know. Back in 4th grade, I had 2 good friends, friends that weren't conditional friends. If they didn't go to school with me, I don't even know how I would be right now. The conditionl friends were conditional because depending on circumstances, they would be my friend, or hate me. I looked back on that moment because I realize how many friends I have now (IRL) that aren't conditional. How I've improved and made new friends through the years. It really touches my heart.

Music Pump

If you read "Lookin Back", this has something to do with it. After I got home, and my mom left to help a friend with my younger older sister, I got straight to my Keyboard and started pumpinn' out some music on the Organ sound. It actually sounded good and soul-y to some extent. I just wish my mom was here again so she could record my playing of my Keyboard.

Out of ideas

Simply put, I'm out of ideas on what to do with flash. I keep thinking of ideas, but when I think of them, the main thing going throughmy head is, "What's something that I can make relatively fast?". I try, and end up not having any fun with doing them. Even AROM, which I've recently decided to continue working on again is seeming like more of a task. I know I'm probably not gonna work on one of your ideas, but for the sake of asking, can someone give me an idea? Keep in mind that I can only do spritamation.